Like, Totally, Like, Wow! You totally freak me out!

Listening to: Don't Wanna Be In Love, Good Charlotte

I don't know what's up really. I mostly forgot I had a blog again. Whatever, no one  reads it anyway.

Got back from a semi-formal-ish partay by KT. Yes I'm a sellout but whatever, we're friends and that's the end. K is less whipped now, good for him! I'm proud. J is just as she always is, whatever.

List of the goods and bads of le partay:

-Hung out with friends- good

-Danced and probably broke a hip- good

-Had a romantic epiphany- bad

-Social Drama of some kind although I have no clue what the hell it was about- bad

-Had some fun- good

So all in all the party was okayishlygood which is nice. I don't really know though... In my opinion the only good drama at a party is when a fight breaks out. Other than that it's just depressing. And now I'm stuck here abloggin' and picking out the clumps of mascara from my eyelashes. (I really need to think of a better way to get this shit out.)

Alright so onto something important- I.E my romantic epiphany:

M and L if you're reading this then this should be news to you, but whatever.

I dunno but lately I haven't been able to stop thinking about him, he's always with me anyway and it's so hard not to just get onto my tiptoes and kiss him in front of everyone... or scream and rip off his clothes... jk not really, that'd be weird. Anywhoozle, I'm going to go insane if I don't do something but awkward would suck between us. Besides, we wouldn't make a very good couple, we just don't have complementing personalities, I mean, if we were opposites it would make more sense but us together is more like peanut butter and a kiwi than peanut butter and jelly, or a banana or an apple or even chocolate. (By the way, I detest peanut butter so that makes it even worse.) And if I really like this guy as bf material, shouldn't that keep me from feeling completely weird when we start to dance or whatever, I just feel awkward around him altogether. It's insane. I'm going insane. Great.

I'm going to sleep on this eventually. I'm probably over thinking all of this anyway. 

You know you love me,

C